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I am in dire need of a moral mentor. I have a lurking suspicion that I am, in fact devoid of a common moral character that seems common sense to those around me. Perhaps, even, I am relatively amoral.

Granted, there are certain morays that I am unwilling to transgress. But I am not convinced that that is because I honestly feel it to be fundamentally wrong and immoral, so much as I am aware that this is what people will expect of me. I am aware of the social propriety and am able to apply these concepts practically. Is it a determination of right and wrong, or is it a trained response to avoid social ostracism?

Best case scenario....I possess a particular kind of awareness that allows me to identify control structures and am able to pick and choose which I deem actually moral or immoral. Seems unlikely.
Worst case scenario...My lack of true moral guidance will damage myself and others....and I might not care. But if I decide that I do care, then I am condemned to upholding moral institutions that I don'e believe in simply to feed my desire for social interaction.